Tasteny in budsss...

It was just like another superboring Saturday...

Today...

Besides studying , online, sleeping n cleaning the room..

I thought... The kitchen had become part of my life ady...

Seemed that every saturday...

Cooking my soup would be my greatest hobby...^^

Today.. i was finding that secret recipi for my dinner...

My menu of the day... Simple n nice..

The "bai he soup" n steamed rice with freshly cooked vegetable n lemonade honey chicken..

Although it was quite superboring Saturday...

but it was the taste that was going to delight my budsss...

苦中带乐...

凌晨五点半..肚子突然很痛..立即痛醒了...

没想到不小心吃了两个过期的香饼.. 对自己伤害可大的..

我知道，自己天生肠胃不好..所以平时我都吃得很清谈..再加上小时,曾经因为肠胃的关键,在医院病得十分严重..所以很怕的感觉...有时..会渐渐的萌生...

今天的十点..还得去考CVSRT Test2...下午五点..还得present titas..全组的分数.. 无意中，也落在你的手上了...

再痛，生活也一样会原状不变的进行..时间也一直在跑..它不会为了你的痛，而施舍你再多的两秒呢..

最后，一切在肚子痛中.. 心情冷静的.. 如意顺利的度过了... Thx God...

感谢titas组员们..似乎全部的准备都在最后一秒完成了.. Muacks..

趣台北.. 我们的欢笑.. 也在这儿滴落着...

如果明天再痛..可真的要去看医生了..其实很怕看医生...

Longy Lengthy...

It has been long that...

She didnt experience such a pain in her stomach...

She had the stomachache for this one whole day...

It was too pain that..

When AMAN test2 result been out jz now..

Although getting a good mark.. But...

She was too pain until having no feeling at all...

It was too painful that...

N she jz found out that she had taken a duedate biscuit..

at yesterday night...as her supple...

Yesterday morning too.. Her head was accidentally hit to the cupboard..

Til... It was bleeded on the right side...

That frightened her for some moment...

N she dare not to let her brother n roommates knew..

Medicine.. bao xin an oil.. been applied...

It was still in pain...

She really couldnt do anything at all right now..

Except blogging here with used of her finger's little little energy...

n patiently to plead the pain to fade away..

Amitaba... Amitaba...

The second Magic Match……

The second Magic Match……

I found out that..It was the first time that he dropped his tears and cried with me in the phone.. Last Thursday, SPM 2009’ result had been announced.. I understood how sad he was that day… if a boy aged 18 y.o. hd his tears down, I believe that his tears were the reflect of his disappointment..

I thought all of us were “surprised” too…it was true that he hd put lots of effort n hard work … “ factorial validity ” …??

As parents..at this time.. Your love and encouragement were important.. standing by the side and keep on criticizing would make the matter worst, ok??uncle… I hope that u cn realize it.. He was the ONLY son God bless to urs..

Uncle and auntie were worried for him that day.. as they fear that my cousin was unable to accept the fact that… n he was going to find a “SHORT CUT”..He had cried till his eyes were bulging ady.. Omgg… When auntie talked to me over the phone.. I was worried for him too..

He just told me he got lotsa of B and C, bit A’s only.. It was not the END of the world..I promise to help him after his result had announced.. as he told me before that he was interested to take pharmacy course .. and whenever I hd my sem break holidays.. He would come to me and ask about the course…

It was cruel if I was going to ruin or damage other’s dream.. but if I keep on giving him much hope and said you sure can get your dream course de and if at the end he got nothing at all.. it was even cruel right ??? That night, talked over the phone for about 1 hour++..

But… by the end.. maybe I was giving …善意的谎言…as I myself knew better that.. getting yourself into Um pharmacy course, minimum requirement (non bumiputra) in pre-U level should be 4.0 and SPM grade must be at least 8A’s..n co-curiculum point > 8.0..

It seemed that I had given them hope.. not only my cousin but my auntie as well.. She kept on saying that hopefully his son can be like me, “托我的福气”.. be the same field with me next time..

My.. 善意的谎言…

I thought it is cruel to ruin your dream .. as sometimes we live with dream, and dream that keep us on…

May this magic match give him strength and bless for his future..

Stay strong...

Gambateh.....

Specially dedicated..

Virus of the day...

It was sad..The virus that made me so sad yesterday night.. Drop of tears were running down when I was on bed at 12.00am..

Rushing for the assignment..suddenly..at 9.30pm..the antivirus system sent me a notification that "A virus has been detected in your system..." and the whole desktop turned to a dark page..with nothing at all.. My labtop-siao bai.. ws illed badly by the sudden strong virus..crying for pain.. I knew that..

The only solution was to reformat.. Luckily, my brother and his friend Cheng Aik who is expert in computer had helped me to diagnose and solve the problem.. Reformat the whole system within one hour time... Sorry to bother both of u n thx urs much much...

All the C-drive doc hd gone...Totally GONE..GONE..GONE.. Only the D-drive doc were still remained..No backup at the first..as the virus ws coming in such a sudden that...

I was really sad at that moment..not because I couldn't finish my assignment..stil hv time to continue it later on..but ws that my desktop wallpaper, "the little Donald duck n the dolphin on the blue calming sea" which I hd been used for two years time hd gone..Somemore..some of the memorable photo album,my food album, my secret recipi file, my Disney world album, movie,song n etc which ws created by me...All hd leaved me so far away that.. It was sad..when I thought of them...some are my heartly art work..Leaving me without prior notification..

Although siao bai ws fine ady now..but it ws just like a patient who was undergone a big surgery for its brain tumor cancer..and now it hd recovered itself without its memory that me n it hd devoloped up for the past two yrs..In front of siao bai..I tot it'l treat me like a stranger now.. Sad.. sad..n sad.. <:'>

Community outreach programme 2010...

8.2.2010...The last day of Chinese New Year 2010.. Time ws running fast... 2months past in the yr of 2010...supposedly..can hang out to celebrate this "yuan xiao jie"... but then bcz of this COP which is held annually by our pharmacy society.. so..so... cnt go out n hv fun le... jz hv tot that in Dong Chan Shi of Klang..there will be a lot of attractive n preetty set up for the celebration... in hope that next yr I'l hv a chance to go n enjoy watching it...

This time for COP..it ws held in Tropicana Mall,PJ..10am-6pm..a new shopping complex..opened since last one yr ago..n it ws the first time i ws going there... At first as one of the volunteer member of COP..bt then joined for Green Lung Booth.. taking care of the booth, doing carbon monoxide analyzing for the public who came, giving counselling n our main objective of the booth- ws to encourage the smoker to QUIT SMOKING..

2dy..it served for me a really enriched experience throughout the 2yrs times tat I hd been taken the course of pharmacy.. I hd a face to face chat, giving advice based on the CO analyzer done, solve problem of public when they asked us about some medication advice related to their condition, asked for ur suggestion n etc... which demand a lot of soft skills... required us to translate what we hd learnt from the book to a public language n giv appropriate advice..

Actually..all of these were not difficult...Be confidence of what u hd learnt, tried to get to the public condition n be confidence of what u r saying..yes..these were all precious experience that what I hd gained in Green Lung Booth... thx for all the members that were so dedicated n committed to the whole procedure.. esp our head Sue n hui li, who only slept for 3 hrs yesterday.. as they went with othr COP commmittee to set up the booth earlier... thx urs.. Muacks muacks...^^

N the little little contribution of me for the UM Green Lung Society- the 3D model of cigarette drop box.. It ws the second piece of art of mine in my art gallery.. is fine.. although the first one hd been a failure.. bt this 2nd piece.. a successful model..will be remained for the rest of the life of UM Green Lung until it is fully filled up with the cigarette by contribution of the smokers that v encouraged them to quit smoking.. yes.. it sounded that it would be taken a long long time.. mayb till the yr that I'm graduated.. the goal is still not achievable.. but it is a life long box for Green Lung.. the war that will be continued by our juniors...

Although 2dy we jz managed to persuade certain smokers to drop their cigratte, around 15++ batang only.. bt it is a starting point.. for us..for the ppl around u..for the one u love.. for our earth..

During the booth.. I met with different kind of ppl.. ya.. u'l totally be surprised that.. the kl ppl, were knowledgeable, health awareness... well spoken eng.. esp the older one.. yes.. it's a truth.. The guy that made my cigratte drop box be memorable 2dy, in fact, was his beloved girlfriend that love n care for him so much.. dropped the whole box of cigarettes into our box... her love that worth than a thousand words.. As I ws in the situation, it ws touched to see her sparkling eyes with love inside...

I did meet with ppl who like to usik n disturbing..hahaa..I jz rmbr u..during my shift of doing registration..keep on troubling me.. when I asked him of name n ic no, he asked me pula do u hv a boyfriend?? oh my goodness.. it should not be ur matter rite?? then I smiled with him, asked him pula do u hv a girlfriend?? he answ me n asked me pula where do I stay then?? bla bla bla.. this guy.. 32yo..ws so so troublesome.. not coming for test one.. hahaa.. v knew this then.. bt finally it ws fine...

Another uncle..62yrs old..woww..so healthy n talkative..interesting n humorous too... u'l be mesmerized by what he said.. " I'm not a smoker, but a good kisser.." Hahaa.. seemed like he is really a good kisser... his story then... waww.. unbelievable tat he ws 62yo ady... the ever "chui shui" sian sen tat i met..

Happy Yuan Xiao for all...

执着...

往往...你还会发现...

那颗执着的心...

依然存在着...或许...

没有任何理由...或许...

它占据了你那某某伟大的空间...

没有勇气的多在乎...