FuLL HoUsE... ...

It had been weeksss.. since i last updated my post... ....

~~FuLL house at ss2 maLL~~
11.10.2011... it was the very first time I visited there... and the very first time I stepped into the FuLL house...



The very fisrt time too... to gather such much of people since semester reopened... as.. the past few weekss.. we were busy for many thingsss.. clerkship report, choosing thesis, etc n etc... ...

perhaps.. the greatest attractive news... were the sweet couples of ... .... .... (^.^)... ... anyway... we were so GLAD to know that.. ... May God BleSS for them...

neVer EnDinG workssss... ..... .....

OmG... It was TruLy FINAL YEAR... .... before we were apart... =((( ... ...

Actually, there was hidden meaning of "FuLL HouSe" in many sense... ... perhaps.. today one's unable to realize it... but Life is FuLL... blissfull... when satisfaction filled up the heart... ...
Dont you think so? (=.=) ... ...

Peace begins with a smile...

~~ Peace begins with a smile ~~ Mother Teresa .... ...

Whatever it is... be it challenging ahead... be it tough... be it busy... be it no idea... be it troublesome... be it interesting... be it a learning... .... ...

Anyway... the day is the same as any other treasurable day to go through... ... I hope to get the thesis topic of my first choice... May God bless me... ... (^^)... ...

No risk no gain... ...

at the end... I might accept whatever that is given to me... ...

~~ Peace begins with a smile ~~ ... ...

17 Sep.. saturday night.. ...

The very first week of my final year semester.. ... coming with the FIVE LAW BOOKS... .. seemed like.. i was going to study LAWsss soon.. .... ... n first day of class.. .. i was motivated by Miss Lo's dao li.. ...

I loved this week so much.. ... perhaps.. ... feeling more free.. or perhaps.. .. I could spend more time in the lovely kitchen there... cooking my lovely dishes... lovely soup.. ... (^.^).. .. having lovely chat with coursemates.. .. all were just so LOVELY...

Anyway... next week.. I'm going to choose the thesis topic.. ... Good Luck for me and my dearest coursemates.. ... May God to bless us all.. .. sail through all the challenge during thesis period and most importantly, be blessed with good health and fresh mindset to face the everyday's bulky works or clerkship or reports or hospital service or tests or ... ... ...

Loving this week till the max.. ... reasonless.. .. or perhaps.. .. i had made myself another cutie bookmark.. .. shopped myself a lovely bag last few days ago.. .. cooked myself all my favourite dishes.. ... cleaned up the whole room.. .. rearranged the whole things.. .. or perhaps.. .. i had been fully recharged.. ... (^_~).. ...

GLEE.. ... (^___^).... ... reasonless that.. .. I was feeling so blissful today.. .. perhaps.. .. something gone excessive of my serotonin neurotransmitter secretion today-which was known to be mood controller.. .. anyway.. ..do keep a smiling face and a glee heart.. on everyday onwardss.. ..as in one day.. .. you might know the beauty of it.. ... ...

911.. ...

Forgot to update it previously.. ...

with.. Nicole.. the pharmacist who I attached to.. ...

It was the place where I was having my community pharmacy attachment and part time working from 29 August - 3 Sep 2011.. ... sometimes.. ... i missed the place so much.. ... (^.^).. ...

Lot of precious experience found and met.. ...

I was.. ... Feeling great for the past four months of holidays.. ... it was meant for a totally rest for me.. .. spiritually, mentally n physically.. ... n.. I had lots of time to carry out activities that i loved to do.. .. (>.<).. cooking, reading novels, watching drama, day-dreaming, sleeping, eating n etc etc.. ...

Time flied.. ...finally... today is the last day of the four months' HOLIDAYSsss... ...

Tomorrow... it will be the first day of my final year.. ... Looking forward to it.. ... n i missed my dearest coursemates so much.. ... (^.^).. ...

All the best on this thesis year... good luck ahead... n HaPPy mooncake festival on tomorrow.. .. wishing everyone.. to bless with perfect health.. ...

Embrace every tomorrow with great HOPE.. ... (^_~)... ...

6th sense.. ..

Deep inside my heart... I knew... God had saved three of us.. .. my brother, my younger sis mun mun and me... It was a long story... ...

This particular Sunday afternoon... 3 September 2011... once the three of us happily lunch.. ... then... there was an inner voice... like a "6th sense"... ... telling me that... " theng, you better sleep at room, plz.. ... Don't follow them.. ..."

And coincidentally, my brother told me to rest more at room too after working for the past few days... emm.. ..fine then.. ... seemed like everything came to me.. ... as if it was a fate... ...

... having a sweet soundly afternoon nap around 2pm .. ... "maybe it's intuition, something that you dont question ... ... ... ..." my ringtone woke me up... ...

I heard a nervous and shaky voice from my brother... "ah nui, I met with an accident... whole car damaged .. ..." ... ... I jumped out from the lovely bed.. ... comforting him... feeling useless and helpless... worried.. ...

"How are you then? injured? where are you now? I may help to call ambulans and police to go there.. n ... ... .... .... " my heart just flied to the accident scene.. ... thinking so much somemore.. ..

Lots of scary and bloody picture flashed through my mind.. ...

... Keeping myself calm.. ... .. ...luckily... uncle and aunt rushed to the area to settle all the police report n other stuff with him.. ...

... Unbelievable... none of the cars were on the highway that time... he hit no car and no car bumped with him.. ... he lost controlled in such a sudden.. the whole car spinned in the middle of the road ... n the car hit the palang beside the road.. urgent... the car seemed like gonna to explode then... it was a CLOSE CALL.. .. niche of DEATH and ALIVE... ... the car was badly damaged.. .... (T___T)...



Thank God that my brother was saved... ... no one believed.. ..once you saw the car... you may wonder the driver or anyone inside the car was ALIVE.. ... but seriously... .. my brother didnt suffer from any injuries... and he looked totally fine once he back from the scene... ...

I was relieved for that.. ... but.. ..on the other hands... ... worries arised again.. ... my uncle showed me all the pictures took on the scene... ... and I was not believed too... ... I was worried... worrying that he might suffer from any inner injuries... ... he hit the stearing.. ... n.. ... ... ....

It was not the time to have useless thought... To me, a thorough medical check up was the better proof... ...

May God to bless my brother.. ...

I'm praying... ...praying sincerely... ... May GOD... to bless my brother all the times... ...

8 月 31 日...

好像... 有好几个礼拜没有 update 我的 blog 了... ... 该是... 本人在家乡享受着假期... 忽略了它... 有好多东西想写下... 但却有好懒哦... ....

时间过得真的很快... 还剩12天... 本人又要去上课了... 四个月的假期似乎慢慢地和我道别... ...

这个礼拜... 都在 Caring 做 ParTime... ...

前几个月的假期... 有时过得还挺充实... 充实一番... 又再懒洋洋一番... ... (>.<) .. ...
有时... 我已经在感觉到了... 时间原来可以冲淡一切... 充实可以渐渐埋掉伤心... 今天让我发现这么一首歌... by 五月天的阿信-“我心中尚未崩坏的地方”... ... 虽然我没有很喜欢这首歌的音乐... 但是我却很欣赏某某一 part 的歌词...

... " ... 我们一直在长大，遇到过伤害、遇到过孤单，历经磨练，以为自己撑不住了，后来才明白原来，我们心中还有个尚未崩坏的地方... ... 至少在我的心中... 自己为自己鼓掌... .... " .. ....

...人要学会往前走...过去的就让它过去吧... ... 知足常乐... .... 明天的太阳... 还是会挂在薇蓝的天空... 和你微笑...

(^^)... 再过两天... 我就会拿到第一次在Caring as pharmacy assistant's partime 的薪水... ... 很高兴哦... ...
假期快乐... ...

decisive enough...

vs vs .... ....

Grateful for someone? holidays? money? ... ....

Next week would be the last week of my attachment in Caring... I just have two days left to attend... (^^)... finally... sometimes... I was getting a heavy heart to leave them... seriously speaking... the "Caring people" there are nice... I found lots of happiness when counselling the elderly... and I learned lots from both the pharmacists... ... Thank you... from the bottom of my heart... ....

But, I was still drowning in an undecisive ocean... .... Nicole, the pharmacist I was attached to, requesting my help to have part time with her during the coming Raya break... in addition to the Pristine company sale manager- Sikini... who asked for my help too.. ....somemore, asked by the Caring area manager...

Putting myself in their shoes... ya, the shop just left two people to work, the rest were malays who were celebrating for their big day... thinking till that point...I really felt hard to reject... ...

Besides, I felt grateful for Nicole and Miss Ooi... ... belanja me several times for the great lunch... in Wong Kok restaurant, Prince cafe and Italion's ss2.. ....

I was confused too... If I were to sacrifice the raya holidays...

But... ... it was another great opportunity for earning myself more money... working for 5days in Caring, 29August- 2Sept... double and triple paid in between, bonus for every Pristine product sale... although right now i was having my part time job too as Pristine's promoter, but if I were to work again during raya, I could have enough money to fully pay for my coming semester's course fee... .... and extra pocket money too... ...

Earning money in a way that I enjoyed working for what I liked to be... temporary as pharmacist assistant and promoter... ... counselling... ... I thought... sacrificing some of the holidays would be fine enough... ...right?

Sometimes... it was hard enough for me to reject the offer...my boss... who asked me for three times... and yet I was undecisive...

Anyway... today, I was decisive enough... "Yes, I do come back... " ....