1023, Wednesday...

Well... time past... it had been four months where the last posting letter was pending ahead... God bless... 

Currently, i was in my holidays' mood... as usual, every morning, I am warmed by two glasses of plain water to kick start my day... the rest of the day, i may stay in daddy's shop, looking after and helping up... reading... chatting and etc etc... ... 

Never imagine... the one that I knew since secondary school... lending me a great helping hand for my beloved popo in hospital... perhaps... He was the gift from God... gift from grandma... or ?? His action and kindness to all of my family members and me... I was feeling so so Grateful here... ... deep inside my heart, I realized his "stepping forward" for me... He was a mature and steady guy, but hot tempered... hmmm... I believe, God may guide me then in the ocean of love... ... ... as I still need a little bit of time... ... 

Holidays are coming to an end soon... ... I may appreciate every moment I have now, esp those time where I can spend with all of my beloved family members and friends... my reading time... indulging in food... sleeping under my warm blanket...

Looking forward to move to another stage of life... although it sounds challenging, I hope to face it peacefully and calmly... Thank God for giving me a chance to be a pharmacist... (^___^).. ... 

~ ~ Good luck & All the Best ~ ~   

安息...

亲爱的婆婆... 你的离开... 虽然真的让我少了一个至亲... 少了一个那么疼爱我的亲人... 很痛心... 可是... 我知道... 在远方的您... 还是如此安详... 愿您安息... 

过去的三个月里... 每当我看见你的痛苦... 我也只能做些在我能力范围的事情而已... 很对不起... 很多时候... 却是看在眼里痛在心里... 

那天 (10月3日), 我在医院最后见到你那痛苦的一面.. 我真的很无助...

你为我做过的点点滴滴... 我会永远记住...  婆婆... 谢谢你... 谢谢你小时候细心地照顾我...替我洗澡... 谢谢你...让我学会如何照顾与安慰癌症病人... 最令我遗憾的是... 我毕业照里少了你的笑容...  

如今... 小孙女成功戴上四方帽... 很感激你从小的培育和爱护.... 我会把这份知识... 受惠社会... 

婆婆... 安息... 我们永远爱您... (^^)... 

It's August...

I'm SORRY... sorry for ignoring you... Not even a single post was found on last month... OMG... I'm sorry... 

Time Past... 4-year-course in department of Pharmacy ended smoothly... Thank God... (^^)... 

I am having my Holidays now... 

One of the Great news to share here was that... I had a SPLENDID and WONDERFUL time in Taiwan on last month... I may update all about it soon... :-) 

Sad to say... My grandma was diagnosed with advanced thyroid cancer... metastasis was taken place... due to its S & S, her respiratory tract was blocked... Too cruel to be, she had undergone thracheostomy (opening up a hole in the throat for breathing)... when I saw her condition, my heart was heavily taken away... when I cleaned her artificial throat and performing her phlegm suction with the home-use portable machine, I felt so so empathy and the pain ran through me as well... ... (T___________T).... 

I decided to give up the idea of part-time in Caring community pharmacy (although i wish to go to before, as the date clashed with my grandma's hospital appointment)... i chose myself a more flexible part-time with a Pro for data analysis (SPSS- chi square test)... feeling lucky as it was related to my thesis title and i was provided with guidance and journal ady... what I need to do was to submit my result and discussion draft (should be alright as it looked not that complicated)...  monthly basic of rm600... max rm1500 per month... Hope to get rm2800 or rm3000 for all my work within these 2 months before i get my posting letter... (^^) Gambateh... 

May God bless my grandma... although I was prepared for all the worst... I still cling to the hope that...the worst come peacefully to grandma... Amitaba... Amitaba...  

Last 3 papers...

Time past... I'm going to sit for the Last three papers in my Uni life on friday onward til next friday... the only semester where I could taste the sweetness of preparing and sitting for 3 papers only... (^_^)...  unlike the past few years.... I was always bombarded with 6, 7 or 8 papers per semester... 

Good Luck... and All the Best... Hope to do the very BesT of mine this time... :-) ... 

Recharge... ...

Finally.. after 8 months of work... "The Incidence and clinical management of FEC+D chemotherapy in breast cancer patients at UMMC" ... was coming to an end... 

Left with a lethargy and tired body after that... it was the very first time that i worked obsessively with them... I sacrificed my sleeping hours that I never did before... 1st of May onward... i stayed a bit late on every night, around 1230am to 1am... Last week... I stayed till 230am... 

Perhaps... it gave me a chance to "learn" and stay overnight which sounded beneficial to me next time when having "oncall"  in hospital... seriously, it harmed the body if stayed overnight continuously... ... 

Anyway, it was over and i was glad that what I had planned before reached my target... the rest, up to God and May I be blessed with a pass... =)... 

One month left before everything is coming to an end... 

Feeling thin down... (T___T) .... and... I dare not to weigh myself recently... =(  ... 

Study week at my home sweet home this week... Hope to gain more fats and fully recharge soon... ...  

Strive till the End...

Seriously, 9 days left before sending my thesis for printing and making hard cover which may take for about 5 days time... 

No matter how TIRED... I would try my very best... strive till the end... 

"9 days left versus the past 7.5 months of thesis work up"... I believe... i may go through it soon... 

Gambateh... ... Looking forward to an end of the write up and rewarding myself with a GreaT meal...   

BAXIA... making full use of every second I have now... ...  

生活调味料

一部... 我最近吃饭时都会看看的偶像剧... 我偶尔偶尔的看看... 三个月后的今天...  我终于看完了十三集哦... Paiseh paiseh... 我看戏的速度... 永远... 好像都是那么慢 ... (>.<)... ... 

Hahaa... 也不要紧哦... 因为我就是喜欢... 吃晚餐时... 边吃边看戏的那种休息... 享受故事的剧情... 毫无 "rush" 的感觉... 慢慢地 .... (^_^)... 

最近... 我... 生活的一成不变... 忙碌... 累... 每天看看 15-30 分钟的偶像剧或港剧... 或许... 就是我生活中的调味品... =)

其实这部偶像剧... emm... 也蛮不错看... 虽然故事有所预料... 但我很喜欢它在每一集后... "熟女第一条: ....... " ..... 第二条... ... 直到... 第十三条.... .... " ... .... 

我最喜欢的熟女魅力第十三条: " 拥有热爱的工作... 拥有心爱的家... 又有他... " ... .... 

插曲和主题曲也挺不错的... ... 本人最喜欢的那几首插曲- "旋转门，翅膀 etc etc... ... "...

另外一部... 本人在上两个月只花了四天时间追完的港剧- oncall 36... 真的超棒..动人..有意义的连续剧... 

睡觉的时间到了哦... 晚安... 

明天再继续我的 thesis 旅程... 加油... 忆廷... (^.^)... 

... .... 想起了 "美少女战士" .... ...