MPS-Pharmacy Conference 2012

 Glad that I was given the chance to attend MPS- Pharmacy Conference 2012 on 1 Nov 2012 which was held in Hotel Istana, KL... 

My beloved supervisor, Dr Fatiha, Qing liang and me.... She was a beautiful woman with sweet smile... Whenever she talked to you, her smile would definitely melt your heart, relieve your stress and calm your mind... ... 

I was grateful to have her guidance for my study during my undergrad life in UM... Wishing her to have a smooth delivery soon... Looking forward to her newborn baby girl... (^_~)... 

My turn for the presentation... Thank Dr Reena for her compliment after the presentation ended... 

Five young girls from UM who attended the conference... (^^)...  

Not to forget... Pn Syireen... :-) 

Indeed, I gained some valuable experience during the conference... not only the latest info from experienced pharmacist or MPS members that enriched me, but also the chit-chat moment spent with the few girls- qing liang, laihui, suyuen and sue that made me enjoy during the event... 

~ Congratulation for the end of my little study for  FEC+D chemotherapy ~ 

At the very least, I gained myself some experience in research field... 

Good Luck...

It had been four months ago where I attended my last presentation... ... indeed, feeling a bit nervous here as I am going to have MPS conference presentation for my thesis on tomorrow evening (315pm)... 

Just get informed, my presentation will be allocated to the biggest conference room in Hotel Istana tomorrow... 

Looking forward to it... 

Good Luck... ... =) 

1031... ...

希望... 这个拥有是如此的真实... (^_~)... ... 也希望这不是过分的要求... ...

今天... 明天... 到永远... ...

坦白... 真诚... 无障碍地.... 延续着... ...

1023, Wednesday...

Well... time past... it had been four months where the last posting letter was pending ahead... God bless... 

Currently, i was in my holidays' mood... as usual, every morning, I am warmed by two glasses of plain water to kick start my day... the rest of the day, i may stay in daddy's shop, looking after and helping up... reading... chatting and etc etc... ... 

Never imagine... the one that I knew since secondary school... lending me a great helping hand for my beloved popo in hospital... perhaps... He was the gift from God... gift from grandma... or ?? His action and kindness to all of my family members and me... I was feeling so so Grateful here... ... deep inside my heart, I realized his "stepping forward" for me... He was a mature and steady guy, but hot tempered... hmmm... I believe, God may guide me then in the ocean of love... ... ... as I still need a little bit of time... ... 

Holidays are coming to an end soon... ... I may appreciate every moment I have now, esp those time where I can spend with all of my beloved family members and friends... my reading time... indulging in food... sleeping under my warm blanket...

Looking forward to move to another stage of life... although it sounds challenging, I hope to face it peacefully and calmly... Thank God for giving me a chance to be a pharmacist... (^___^).. ... 

~ ~ Good luck & All the Best ~ ~   

安息...

亲爱的婆婆... 你的离开... 虽然真的让我少了一个至亲... 少了一个那么疼爱我的亲人... 很痛心... 可是... 我知道... 在远方的您... 还是如此安详... 愿您安息... 

过去的三个月里... 每当我看见你的痛苦... 我也只能做些在我能力范围的事情而已... 很对不起... 很多时候... 却是看在眼里痛在心里... 

那天 (10月3日), 我在医院最后见到你那痛苦的一面.. 我真的很无助...

你为我做过的点点滴滴... 我会永远记住...  婆婆... 谢谢你... 谢谢你小时候细心地照顾我...替我洗澡... 谢谢你...让我学会如何照顾与安慰癌症病人... 最令我遗憾的是... 我毕业照里少了你的笑容...  

如今... 小孙女成功戴上四方帽... 很感激你从小的培育和爱护.... 我会把这份知识... 受惠社会... 

婆婆... 安息... 我们永远爱您... (^^)... 

It's August...

I'm SORRY... sorry for ignoring you... Not even a single post was found on last month... OMG... I'm sorry... 

Time Past... 4-year-course in department of Pharmacy ended smoothly... Thank God... (^^)... 

I am having my Holidays now... 

One of the Great news to share here was that... I had a SPLENDID and WONDERFUL time in Taiwan on last month... I may update all about it soon... :-) 

Sad to say... My grandma was diagnosed with advanced thyroid cancer... metastasis was taken place... due to its S & S, her respiratory tract was blocked... Too cruel to be, she had undergone thracheostomy (opening up a hole in the throat for breathing)... when I saw her condition, my heart was heavily taken away... when I cleaned her artificial throat and performing her phlegm suction with the home-use portable machine, I felt so so empathy and the pain ran through me as well... ... (T___________T).... 

I decided to give up the idea of part-time in Caring community pharmacy (although i wish to go to before, as the date clashed with my grandma's hospital appointment)... i chose myself a more flexible part-time with a Pro for data analysis (SPSS- chi square test)... feeling lucky as it was related to my thesis title and i was provided with guidance and journal ady... what I need to do was to submit my result and discussion draft (should be alright as it looked not that complicated)...  monthly basic of rm600... max rm1500 per month... Hope to get rm2800 or rm3000 for all my work within these 2 months before i get my posting letter... (^^) Gambateh... 

May God bless my grandma... although I was prepared for all the worst... I still cling to the hope that...the worst come peacefully to grandma... Amitaba... Amitaba...  

Last 3 papers...

Time past... I'm going to sit for the Last three papers in my Uni life on friday onward til next friday... the only semester where I could taste the sweetness of preparing and sitting for 3 papers only... (^_^)...  unlike the past few years.... I was always bombarded with 6, 7 or 8 papers per semester... 

Good Luck... and All the Best... Hope to do the very BesT of mine this time... :-) ...