...Midst of space...

Sometimes... no matter how careful you are... certain problem do arise itself.... it might be unsignificant... but yet some are troublesome.... further yourself into far thoughtful spaceship...

Ya... never thought that... the one that I signed for 2 yrs ago.... it was not a true copy of the student's original loan agreement... the one that I had signed for was just a part of another super lenghty full agreement that supposedly I had to read words by words n sentence by sentence...

But truely saying... I did read THAT that time... ... ...

What should I do?? I had been pondering that on myself for the past 2weeks....

supposedly... it was not that tedious as what should be...

halted me in between... n another way round... they seemed like opening me another forcing route...

How come human like to develop complicated system even they themselve found it disgusting?

The biggest dissapointment I suddenly fell into... was... I really didnt get the original black n white sheet with full explaination from the top till toesssss...

No one should be blamed for... except myself.... right? But that time I really didnt know it was not an original sheet...

Am I not careful enough? Or I was too careless??

My mum said wana sponsored me for my course's fee... she dont wana me to worry so much on that...but I dont think that I'l let her doing so...

I'l feel guilty to use Mum's hard earned savings...somemore... it was not a big deal to be obedient with them... they required me to sign for another agreement n prepare a few letters...

I promised... I'l be even more careful this time.... may this sort of thing be the very very last bad experience in my U life...

Ya... sharing something cheerful again... 18.8.2010... it was man fai's birthday... my brother's roommate n my coursemate...
Hehee... we had our dinner celebration in MV- Eu Yan Sang... n then... McD RM1 ice cream... I loved ice-cream much..

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人生无常.... Uncle HupYik... 36 yo...my father's business dealer... the one who I was familiar with since the aged of 7... I was totally sad when getting to know that he had passed away in such a sudden... due to tongue cancer... I did notice him last month, 8July 2010.. before my U reopened again...

That time... he was healthy enough... talking happily with me...n he was the one I met... who live life in a very enjoyable and cheerful way... always took care of his family n friends... no matter who you are... he'l lend you a hand in time of need... although he liked to "chui shui", but he had a kind heart...

Omg... I was sad to hear this news... I could not believe that he had past away... But yet it was truth...

He had left behind his beloved wife, n 4 young young kids... the youngest one was just aged one...oldest one be standard one... my heart was really tagged at that moment... how were them now?? losing the one who love in her life... n the kidsss... grown up without their father...

I hope that they can keep peace with the situation right now... May God to bless them...

.... ... ... 人生无常.... .... ...人无千日好, 花无百日红... ... .... ...

TabLetTiNg...

Woww... today was the very first time in my life in tabletting....

Few days ago... looking forward to it ady.... feeling curious n expecting it to be interesting n challenging... as I submitted the formulae of the drug... active ingredient was only "1mg" needed.... too too little in amount... Intuition kept on telling me... some problemss might arise on the real tabletting day... although we had tried to work for the best calculation n adjustment of the ingredientsss...

N last wednesday... our PBL... quite sad flashing back our condition of the day... talking out of topic for the "TRIGGER 1" given... ideas too far away n... quite SS... n somemore... really stunted by the " spray dry water extracted powder".... What was that?? Sstrange.... @-@

Anyway.. still clinging to the hope that... to be smooth along the process n up to the barr at the end of the final product....

Our group photo... Group 2... thx for every one of my members here...

Thx much... thx for the effortsss, commitment n contribution...

N I was glad to be in the grp with urs... helping each other n made everything right at the end....

Muacksss....^^

Today... (12.8.2010) ....our Tabletting day... in pilot plane of our department...

Finally.... woww... glad n happy to see that... the AVATAR BLUE tablet....

Actually... along the process... we faced some problemsss... esp the wetting of granule... n we heard comments frm.... which would downstream us...

Emmm.... I still remembered... the time that we lost hope for the situation... thinking of redo the whole beginning process...adjusting our dose n etc etc....

... while hope started to fade away... a new hope arising again....

be cool n calm all the time... as what could I tell myself that...

... Life is never as smooth as you hope for... life is never too easier... n life is what that always make you life... a lifely living... challenge always make us to step one step above....

n... ... finally... we tried our best... with help n advice from kak Nadia, the lab assistant n guidance from our new lec, Dc.Shaikh... we proceeded everything to the end....^^ solving little problems here n there... trying the best.... (^_~).....

...finally n finally.... woww.... successfully met all the QC tests.....

......Avatar blue tabletssss...

Appreciating our effortSSS... as we just had been taught a few lecs only during the class... n today we were going to tabletting ady...

running the whole process... I deeply had the sense of appreciation for the great pharmaceutical scientistss who tried for maybe thousands n thousands timesss to make the most effective, potent drugs with minimize of side effect... for the well being of human's health...

So, friendsss... appreciating the tabletsss that you take everytime when you are falling sick...

but... I wish you all... to have a healthy body... with peaceful heart...

if possible... may ur life to free from drugs n mediciness...

FRieNdShiPP FOrEvER...

Maybe... this call that drove my thought far...in such a sudden.... when I was quite concentrating on my notes... I received a very congratulation call from one of my matriculation's friend... he thought that I was having my convo today...

Ya.. supposedly... if not because of the lucky chance that I had 2 yrs ago... Today would be my convocation in UM... degree in biomedical science...

As a normal human... it just leaded me to think and fly to another corner... imagining how my life would be now... if I were not in my pharmac course now... I admitted... I was flying far just now... stopping n resting in that moment...

......"...The road not taken..."......

I was glad enough... grateful for having the chance to chase after my dream now... my dream of becoming a future pharmacist... I was appreciating that...

I think somehow we learn who we really are and then live with that decision...

......知足常乐......

Attending my buddy's convo today... Mary... n all my ex-biomed coursemates' convo...

Congratulation... Shelisa,leng leng, kathy, shiau hui, hwei wern, hui zhi, chong long, hock guan, xian cherch, yee ying, ai chin, bee hui n kim kim... ^^

Glad to meet urs again today... n I was really missing u guysss... thx for the everythings that urs hd presented to me during the farewell (18.7.2008) n my 20th birthday...

I loved you guyssss... Our True friendship always reside deeply in my heart...

~~ thx for everythingsss during the past...~~~

~~In the past~~

n At present now... May God bless you all... All the best in the future...

+++ with happiness, love, health n etc etc...

May my hand made convo gift- lotus flower.... bringing LUCK for yours all the time...

Today's scene of convocation... gave me anoher new inspiration of life...