A dice..

".... ... they were gonna to rent my unit with rm2500.00 per month.. one month notice for you all to move out... ..." 5minutes of heart attack when heard this on last sunday night... ... but after that... it just like nothing at all... no feeling... ...

The last negotiation will be on thursday via phone talk... ...

Let's throw the dice... What's the probability of getting the biggest number for you to win?

Win or lost? is really that important? actually, it doesnt make any significant difference at the end what?

I just would like to give myself a gamble... ... I made the smallest number this time... ... ...

chinese saying goes... "... 就算让你赢了全世界... 那又能怎样? ..."

For the whatever, the final decision is on the renter... I dont like to say much... n... I have prepared to lose in the game...

... ...I dont mind to sleep on a sleeping bag in the living room of my brother's unit during the final exam period month... temporarily... as long as at that period, I have a place to sleep and revise... didnt burden other... I felt contented ady... ... ....

pH7.4

11am++ just now... receiving a call from GDEX company....
Never thought that they would call me again... as I rejected to make "bond" with them last month....


But today, unknown person, perhaps other department of the company... ... not in charge of the scholarship thing... telling me that he is Mr.Leong, calling from GDEX, n the company would like to offer me rm7000 per semester....


Wowww... i just getting shocked by that amount... Thinking over and over again... "rm7000 per semester"? Really... ....


Further asking him... "So, do I need to serve with the company after gradr?... ..." ... ... "I was not sure... but i think no need, as I received a note to call you and asked you to come over and sign the letter before the duedate... ..." He told me somemore... "your write up impressed us... ..."


But i was wondering... ... i really did nothing... just remembered that i sent them my resume and one write up of why I applied for the scholarship... n during the interview section, emm... answering the general knowledge test n chatting session n plan scheme designing only... ... ... did nothing about write up.. ??


The major concern of mine is the only bond issue with the company... but they just can't tell me exactly whether I need to be bonded... ... n why they offered me with such a huge amount? I was wondering...


If I'm going to receive, I dont have to worry much for my last two semester's course fee n expensesss.... ...


But... ... Should I believe them? ... ...

I wish... ...

I wish...
I wish I can lay down on a green garden alone now... ...
Looking at the star on the night sky...
I wish to be sleeping there...
closing my eye...
hibernating...
I wish... .... ....

Hibernating...

Hibernating....

Thank.. buddy KY...

Finally... date 22March... 12.15pm... 65% of the worksss were done...

Finally... submitted the time consuming p.econ SDL, write up of 12000 wordsss... ~~ submit another long write up- fkf report+ slides... finally... ...

May I to break myself a while now, plz.... .... before starting another worksss ahead...

The post actually ws written for my big buddy... Kah yian...

Thank buddy Kah yian much... thx for belanja all her six kids in the Tappers there for lunch n 7pieces of secret cake on 18March.. thx her for sharing us stories... thx her for passing us notes... thx for her care...

Thx her from the bottom of my heart...

Praying... ...

Feeling a slight move of the block I stayed just now during my bath...
"Am I dizzy after a freeze feel in the pilot plan lab just now? too focus? for about 7H ++ without lunch or ? ?... ... " ....


And... Found out... Japan was striked by a strong earthquake... 8.9 magnitude... the ever most strongest hit... ...


"the slight move... Mayb is 余震... ... " thought it in mind... ....


But... I just felt sympathetic for all the victimsss... victims of the tsunami n earthquake... .... ...
I couldnt help in whatever sense... I knew... but May I to pray n hope for them who suffered...
Imagine... how did you feel if your families, friends or your love one... caught in the situation?


Putting myself into their shoes... my heart was tagged when browsing some videos of the earthquake n tsunami they faced... ... ... tears just flowed out... when saw a mother in the vidoe... lost her new-born baby... searching her crazily... ...


How lucky we were actually... ... at the very least... we were survived freely with fresh air... ... the little tiredness that I had this week... non-stop working from morning till night before bed... in fact was just like an little ant compared with an elephant... ...


Tiredness was nothing if compared to the victims of the disaster... ...


Although I was just like a sand in the huge beach... but... May I to pray for them... pray for the rest of the world... Hope that... ... the world was peace and disaster free... ...n may the victims to stay strong n calm... ...


Friendsss... do you know? you are the lucky one...

近几天...

前几天已有担心不完的事情在发生...
... 心平气和的面对....

今天的那个担心... 却又知道自己是有多在乎... ...
... 不懂该怎么办? ...