..it is the LAST day...

Today was the last day of year 2010... right now... 4pm... another 8 hours then... will be a whole new year... yr of 2011....

Anyway... A very happy NEW YEAR for all... Happy 2011...

May you all be blessed with abundance of HEALTH... showered with uncountable LOVEsss... Topped off with HAPPINESS... hang with SMILEY face all the daysss... in the year ahead....

well... who... what... which... should be the priority of this memory page today? at the very last day of the year that I had gone through... past by...

emmm... ... just a very sorry... for my friends n family members... if I had done something wrong that made urs angry, hurt or etc that touched ur feeling throughout the year... n yet I was unawared of it... plz forgive me... forgive for my innocence...

N... I was glad that if I was not a troublesome to urs... Is... even glad... if... I brought with you all the joy n happiness... ^^...

N... thank for those who had lend me a hand in time of need... lend me an ear in time of down... concerning me in time of sick... chatting with me in time of bore... thank... thank for the whatever... ^^...

.... reflecting behind... .... during the year of 2010... .... those that etched on my mind the most... ... ...

January was the pharmnight month... it was memorable... when you were a cat walk model in the stage... Maybe... it was the ONLY time that... I was a MODEL... hahaa...

February... it was CNY... it was Valentile's day... it was... ... CONASS month... n i remembered that I received a mystery gift... n... the last memorable day was on 28th... when I joined the Community Outreach Programme (COP) of our society... making the cigrette box... helping public....

March... a lot of CONASsss... time passed fast...

April... ... April's fool... ya... receiving mystery call number... first time that my phone box was getting sucked with 32 miss-cal... OMG... but I just didnt pick it up that day... hahaa... it was April's fool...
n... it was a GAMBATEH month... as.... working the best to prepare for my final...

May with TRip... a trip with my coursemates to Malacca... it was memorable.. anyway...

June... having special sem that time... n... I met with a book that really brushed me up... its titled-《智慧的心燈》... it was TOTALLY a touch... I loved the book...

July was my birthday month... getting touched by their "KL gate burger cake" that day... thank them from the bottom of my heart...

August... my first tabletting experience... ...

September... "never knew I needed"- the song by Ne-yo... ...

"... ... ... so unexpectedly... undeniably happy hey... .... "

October... first bakery experience... in making an ice-cream cheese cake... n gonna to part with my soulmate n bedmate for the past 2 yrs... sad when thinking of it... anyway... she was a special in my life...

November... ...trying her best to revise for the final... serious for what she had learnt... ...

December... last month of the year... never felt so sick before... suffering from sedative effect of the herbs medicine... huuu.... .... maybe... the holidays were describing with a word of sleep... T_T... ... ... ...

A walk to remember in I-city... A Christmas gift n surprise to be feeling touched on the day... thankss for him... the most...

A very HAPPy nEW year... Happy 2011... New year... new HOPE... ^_~....

... UnTold.. unAWARE...

How Am I supposed to say that to myself ?

The two calls really haunted me a lots on these few days times...

just LETting me know when every things were fact...

like no turning point...

Again... I just blamed myself for my own mistake for not checking it out properly during the first semester of my course...

That time... I was really... really... really... unawared of that JPA letter... offerring me the scholarship...

" receive" or "reject" ... ...

as that time... i was holding ptptn...

To be frankly speaking... the existence of the letter... like out of MY WORLD that time...

two years afterward... ( it was a last friday)... they called me and told me that...

... ..... ...... ....... long story to be mentioning here... ... .... anyway... ....

I just wana stop myself thinking of it right now.... plz... plz....

December's BeARsss...

Hello... I'm back... 3 weeks times... i thought... since she left her blog...

Well.. n now... I was on my hoLiDAYS....^^

3rd yr 1st sem was ended upon sitting on her last paper of the day- solid dosage form... on 6Dec(last monday)... Times were flying past... again... I told myself that...

The night after our Last Paper... We hang out to Mid-Valley there...

Dec is Christmas month... MV there was decorated with all the BIg n sMAll size bears bearsSS... Ya... I was totaLLy eyes opening that time... as... As... I never been seeing that sort of display...

n... n... I was naughty... n sorry... the urge pushed me STRonG to getting them nearer n nearer... to touch them so heartfully that... .... .... I really felt the warmth when touching on such soft n smooth bearssss... plz... forgave my bossiness that time... >.<

That night... We dinner ourself in Korea delight house- Ko Hyang... foods there... if you are interested... welcome to visit my food's blog- http://tasteeny-theng.blogspot.com.

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Today... 15Dec... emmm... ady... the mid of Dec... final exam de result will come out soon... maybe it will be on next week time... steady... telling myself that... just hope for a better result... although feeling herself did kinda bad on 2 of the 8 papers....

N... getting to know his result this evening... I felt glad for him... although he told me that it was not as good as what he expected... anyway... it was just fine n good enough...

... ... HappY hoLIdaYssSS.... by the way... ^_~

..Recovery...

... No matter how they were... how unsatisfied it would be... that was...

I had tried my best to help... the rest... was uncontrollable... everyone's need was hard to satisfy... sorry... I couldnt stand on everyone's shoes on so many problems took place at one time... sorry... i was totally sorry...

whatever happened in the coming moment or minutes then... be peaceful... just wana reminded urs... quarrelling is not the good way to solve problem... it just made things worst... made you feel bad... keep calm...

A young heart come from a peaceful mind...

Ya... this lucky wishes is for you all... my cousmates n my fellow friends...
who are going to have fianl exam soon...

A very GOOD LUCK for you all... n ALL THE BEST...^^

N... me... all the beST for my 8 papers... Dont LET "the matter" to influence the focus mood...

Although "it" would be a hard difficulties to face it... or maybe I couldnt handle all them well...

sorry... but I had tried my best to meet all ur need...

Ya... putting the troublesome side-matters away...

Theng theng... gambateh...

ignoring the obstacle people ba...
At that moment... stayed focus again...

although exam is not the most important thing... but...

I should make sure myself to have a good self learning of what I had learned... keep it up with the previous concentrating mood...

n... thinking of my future patients in hospital... I hope to take well care of you all... hopefully...

Baxia... ^^

...DouBLY...

I'm sorry... sorry n sorry....

Actually... I dont like this moody picture....

but....

finally... put it here....

Describing me right now....

hiding myself in this corner...

.... suddenly.... I felt so so moody...

emmm.. .... .... .... "wu nai" ba...

matter never solved.... n now... another more....

How if it really happened in UT?

but this time was kinda sounding serious....

next month onwards....

only six tenants per unit....

management was carrying out card access technique...

black n white letter been sent for all the units...

how about another four??

Are they going to move? Where should they go?

Who's gonna to hold the access card?

How to decide for whom n the who??

.... .... .... if... if... if... ... ... .... ...

Sorry...

"OVERestimating" myself...

Thought that after quite a long break n study days at home...

I could LET it be... set it free from my mind... the previous matter...

but... sorry... I still couldnt do that right at that moment...

Haiz... Haiz... Haiz.....

Only can tell myself now...

Gambateh for my coming FINAL...

Let it aside.... n hopefully...

the worst of the previous matter wont happen soon... although Dec is coming....

I should move on...

BaXiA...

BAXIA...

Is November... Study weeks were getting started...

staying focus...

preparing for her 8 papers....

.... ..... .....

Good LUcK for his coming paper...

I believed...

He can pass it...

GAMBATEH... GAMBateh... gambateh....

for me... n my friends....

...fiRST BAKery...

well... It was the first ICE-CreAm cheese cake done...

by LiWen- our main chief...

jia jen, man fai n me...

Specially dedicated for our last birthday star in our group...

Mei hui....

Supposedly... this blog should be appeared on 13 October 2010...

but... sorry... these few weeksss....

I was totally engaged n focused on my testsss, reportssss, assignmentsss n presentationssss....

were over... finally....

... talking about this very first experience of mine in bakery...

really... at first... I was looking forwards to it the day before...

the first dream of my bakery...

... was this Vanilla ice-cream cheese cake...

by the way... thx Li wen... who taught n guided us along the way...

I found it interesting... new...

... a way of putting love...

in the cheese cake...

...of working together...

although the rest were absence for the procedure... but we were one family here forever...

at the end... when it was succeeded...

no matter how tired the day was... how exhausted you were that time...

but... the pleasure of making it...

was just worth than a thousand...

maybe... it was my very firST experience...

Andox's family here...
black n white andox... the deep love meaning for MH n JY... >.<
May them to be stay sweet... forever n ever....
Happy belated birthday anyway....


My first bakery dream was reached... although it was not a cake of Secret Recipi...
which I loved...
but...
.... I was feeling contented with it...
.... thx so much for all of them...^^


Study week was coming... friendsss...
stay healthy n gambateh... stress- free if possible...
n... may my spasmodic headache...
getting out of me... as soon as possible....
... as... I never felt that...
... suffering... bearing the spasmodic pain for the past 4days...
I had to be calm...
sorry.. i was down.. in some points of that...


tomorrow will be better... hopefully...

It waS a YesTerDay...

It was the end of month October...

The matter pertaning previously... left unsolved...

yesterday... today... right now... like coming to a blunted end....

I was totally feeling so bad... so sick for it...

on one whole yesterday....

like...

BAD n SICK...

We always put shoes on other... n we never hope for much....

we just hope that matter didnt turn out to be worst...

but at the end....

the feedback given to us...

really made me sick...

I will be feeling guilty to run away from them....

if everyone one has the same thought... the unit problem will be worsening...

.... ..... ..... Haizzzz..... .....

I felt tired with it....

But... I should be RESPONSIBLE... no matter how...

as... you are houseleader...

... ... .... Keep peace and calm all the times... ... ...

It was the last day with Shelisa.... on yesterday... 23.10.2010....

Bye... Shelisa... my bedmate for the past 2 yrs in UT A1105...

She had left the unit... but I was going to miss her forever n ever....

The one that I'l never forget...

The first friend that I met in my University's life...

Roomate for 2 yrs time... life-sharing friend... kind-hearted... nice...

Friendship forever...

May her to always bless with good health, pretty fair, happy n all the BESt in LiFe...

(^_~)...

101010...

...Moving AhEad... forWarD...

...todAY...

...101010...

From Red FM...

I met with my the song that I loved the most... while ironing my clothes... jz now...

It was heart touching... I gotta met it up...

At that moment....

N... hearing a news...

It was a case of a young man, aged 21yo...

UTM student...

suffered from leukemia...

agonizing for pain n in face of death now...

n... with his story... his family....

I really felt sympathetic towards his condition....

May God to bless him...

bless the rest too... who are agonizing in pain of disease....

... day of 101010...

... symbolic of the forever n ever...

... figuring round up that brought perfectness to the day...

101010...

一感...

夜空的星星

似乎只有奥妙....
星星在夜空里的亮度
似乎难以衡量...

因为
星星有专属的光....

...mOONCAke feSTIVAal...

Years and years... day by day...

Ya... It was... another mOONCake fesTIVal... 2010...

I thought... it would be the very first time... our small family... celebrating together...

(but Wen n Xiang were absent...)

on 20september...

In Varsity Lake of UM...

.... "家好月圆庆中秋" ....

The round shape of FULL MOON... with LigHt of CaNDlesss.... sparkling the daRKNess....

We had a walk around the Varsity Lake...

with our lantern...

a very first time....

Opening ceremony of PTUM....

ya... the very first time that I watched for the OC of PTUM...

really feeling great for all the performancessss...

thumb up for them....

esp Jeffrey...

fabulous n amazing... by the way...

totally IMPRESSED... ^^

PTUM EXPO...

22.9.2010 Wednesday....

Again... every year... EXPO did give me the great feeling....

stepping into their exhibition...

appreciating their works n effortsss...

n they were always the BEST...

gave us the visitors THE very BEST...

* thumbss up ***....

SuperThank for all their hard work... effort... time... commitment...

As an audience... I did appreciate them much...

Making every year's event.... the best they can...

Happy MoonCake festiVAL...

May you all... My family's members and friends...

to stay healthy always...

这就是长大...

1.学会把亲情放在第一位,把友情放在第二位,把爱情放在够不到的位置
2.学会不和父母顶嘴,学会为了维护友谊让步
3.学会不想着依赖别人,做好自己,让别人依赖你
4.学会认清自己,不是很好,也不算坏,不把头扬的很高,也不拿眼睛盯别人的脚
5.学会把喜欢的人放在心底,默默的喜欢,有种情不需要张扬
6.学会不为了自己喜欢的人和别人争论,或许你并不了解他
7.学会口是心非,看到自己喜欢的人和别人在一起,请祝福
8.学会独自一个人承受一些事,一个人守着一些秘密
9.学会适当减肥,不要过度,为了某些人,坚持
10.学会去关心家人,朋友,不要以为他们不会离开我们,就不在意
11.学会交际,和所有的人搞好关系,踏入社会,面对的人会更多
12.学会掩饰忧伤,对别人笑,要哭,躲被窝里
13.学会成熟处事,即使是装出来的
14.学会在特殊的节日,给别人一个小小的惊喜,感动一个人很简单,让她（他）知道你心中有她（他）的位置
15.学会不相信童话故事,永远记得仙杜瑞拉有的水晶鞋是你没有的
16.学会必要的欺骗,不要说你诚实,埋没了善良更可恶
17.学会为自己的人生做好打算,自己争取来的更值得珍惜
18.学会不计较,忘记一些不愉快,也许你会更快乐
19.学会无条件付出,想想父母,你会释然
20.学会写日记,我们的人生并不是很长,把它记下足可以让你重拾记忆
好好过日子,终会长大,学会不让爱我们的人对我们失望

Article...retrieved from "sin-chew plus- 少年对谈 - 长大..."

Nice written piece...

TwiLigHT...

".... So...you're addicted to Twilight, too....? "

".... ...... ...... I'm... ToTalLy... ... ... " right at this moment...

Vampire's family....

They are LOVABLE...

I felt that...

Twilingt- New moon... saga... eclipse....

watching them in one time...

by the way... I realized...

I liked the movies so much... n so much...

n today that... I watched them all over again...

I was totally addicted...

... reasonless addiction ...

Plz... dont give me an antidote now...

I loved the feeling of being addicted...

... ... ... Edward n Bella ... ... ...
... a vampire... n... a human...

I felt the greatness of the storyline...

fantastic... romantic ...

... well thought up...

bit of excitement... sad at some pointsss...

... challenge... wonderful at the end...

... ... it just liked not... not the plot that you can guess in the beginning...

What really make me deep at one moment...

.... is that...

one of the thousandss phrase found-

... ... " I dont have the STRENGTH to stay away from you... ... ... " by Edward....

"...maybe... it is true...

the STRENGTH... that keep somethingss close and yet apart...

too close that it is undescriable... uncountable...

but too far apart again till unmeasurable...

... ... ... its STRENGTH... ... ...

how strong n weak to be...

no one can understand better...

except you yourself... ..." my heart gives me the tone...

Just like the movie... anyway...

...Is SePTeMBer...

8 weeks times were passing... It was 3rd yr life... staging at the first episode....

sense of busy n free... sometimes nutting myself in dreamspace...

but I was serious too... in my study... >.<

enjoying my kitchen life at the same time...

N now... holidaysss were embracing me ahead... >.<

Time flied...

Sharing some happy moment of us here...

This photo was taken using 8.1 megapixles hp's camera...

hahaa... any difference?? somehow...

it... it looked... .... ....

maybe looked... .... ??

we looked more pretty n handsome?? >.<

... smiled me the day...

n... my shopping day on 31August... wowww.... in MV... totally a megasale....

n... shopping day again wif JJ n sweeyen on 1September... sg wang...>.<

.... >.<.... >.<... >.<... I bought myself another pretty skirt... finally... +++....

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Actually... I was quite confused....

as this happened to my unit...

... hopefully... the worst might not take place...

....brick of peace n calm....

I really hope for that...

in everyone of us...

...Midst of space...

Sometimes... no matter how careful you are... certain problem do arise itself.... it might be unsignificant... but yet some are troublesome.... further yourself into far thoughtful spaceship...

Ya... never thought that... the one that I signed for 2 yrs ago.... it was not a true copy of the student's original loan agreement... the one that I had signed for was just a part of another super lenghty full agreement that supposedly I had to read words by words n sentence by sentence...

But truely saying... I did read THAT that time... ... ...

What should I do?? I had been pondering that on myself for the past 2weeks....

supposedly... it was not that tedious as what should be...

halted me in between... n another way round... they seemed like opening me another forcing route...

How come human like to develop complicated system even they themselve found it disgusting?

The biggest dissapointment I suddenly fell into... was... I really didnt get the original black n white sheet with full explaination from the top till toesssss...

No one should be blamed for... except myself.... right? But that time I really didnt know it was not an original sheet...

Am I not careful enough? Or I was too careless??

My mum said wana sponsored me for my course's fee... she dont wana me to worry so much on that...but I dont think that I'l let her doing so...

I'l feel guilty to use Mum's hard earned savings...somemore... it was not a big deal to be obedient with them... they required me to sign for another agreement n prepare a few letters...

I promised... I'l be even more careful this time.... may this sort of thing be the very very last bad experience in my U life...

Ya... sharing something cheerful again... 18.8.2010... it was man fai's birthday... my brother's roommate n my coursemate...
Hehee... we had our dinner celebration in MV- Eu Yan Sang... n then... McD RM1 ice cream... I loved ice-cream much..

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人生无常.... Uncle HupYik... 36 yo...my father's business dealer... the one who I was familiar with since the aged of 7... I was totally sad when getting to know that he had passed away in such a sudden... due to tongue cancer... I did notice him last month, 8July 2010.. before my U reopened again...

That time... he was healthy enough... talking happily with me...n he was the one I met... who live life in a very enjoyable and cheerful way... always took care of his family n friends... no matter who you are... he'l lend you a hand in time of need... although he liked to "chui shui", but he had a kind heart...

Omg... I was sad to hear this news... I could not believe that he had past away... But yet it was truth...

He had left behind his beloved wife, n 4 young young kids... the youngest one was just aged one...oldest one be standard one... my heart was really tagged at that moment... how were them now?? losing the one who love in her life... n the kidsss... grown up without their father...

I hope that they can keep peace with the situation right now... May God to bless them...

.... ... ... 人生无常.... .... ...人无千日好, 花无百日红... ... .... ...