Monday, March 29, 2010

THree..TWooo..ONeee..

Finally that.. All the TESTS were over yesterday for this semester... It just left a few lec to attend, one more assignments n presentation to go for... hehee... although FINAL is coming soon...

"...Let hang out..." "..........Where??..." .....
"...I wana shopping..."
"...Let steamboat..."
" ...wei.. sing k plz..."
" ...Monday pasar malam..." "Jaya One.."
" No...plz..I jz miss my bed..." wakaka...
"...Fine.. it was just nice to go for ur favourite... it was hard to fulfill all here... sorry n plz... hehee..."

I joined the steamboat gang here...
Yuenzz..near to Sunway Pyramid...it was the 2nd times I had been to there..



It had been the last 2months ago that I hang out to Sunway pyramid.. the most favourite shopping mall of me...
When I just dropped by the mall.. The sparkling light there really attracted to me... " COCo BAnana..." and the "OPERa..."
"....I had never been to this place... although heard that it was quite dangerous to go in.. but.. let's think another way.. Just go in for once.. Making it be the FIRst time of your LIFE.. Can I ..?? mayb during my birthday then... hahaa.. " I just thought it in my heart...
"..Omg.. hahaa... you just hope for the KL gate burger as ur birthday gift right..."
Ice hockey... in Sunway Pyramid...
"...if one day then... You are the one of them on the photo you take above..."
"... maybe.. is just a dream..."....
"...a dream while you are sleeping soundly on another night..."
"... just dream about it ..."

Friday, March 26, 2010

~ Dessertiee ~ ~

It was the first...
The first red bean dessert of mine in UT...
A new trial...
Although it was jz as simple as it was...
The Red Bean desserts...
...But...
It brought smiley face for them...
...by its sweetness....
Sweetness that blossomed...
Showered others with love...
with a caring heart...
blessed others for happiness...
.....it was just as a little of little.....


Wednesday, March 24, 2010

Sorry for the comments...

Emm... jz doesnt kno why.. finally that.. I wana blogged it.. although that day telling myself that of not to blog it.. mayb.. hearing of this jz nw in class.. ++ d frustrated post in fb from my coursemates... some had been the victims... I jz wana leave a few comments here..

Ya..He really had that great power..to do thing in whatever way he planned.. during lec or lab.. I tot, he was the one who gained lots of respect from us too as he was...... Sincerely saying that.. it's true.. he is well knowledgable..

He did tell us that why we lost for the APEX U name.. but then he himself in fact that had done the same thing for us... the one who were the yesterday's victims,mayb getting even frustrated if next tuesday it is going to happen again.. but i'm so sorry.. I guess it'l happen again.. as I was in 1st grp on 2days ago... the whole procedure was impossible to carry out in just 5mins time per student...

Tracing back on Tuesday.. I was the no.6 student to go for this individual lab exam.. as we were the first grp.. the white rats too.. We were only given a paper with patient's prescription n did the dosage calculation n worked out the solution by our own.. nothing more was told b4.. n will be guaranteed to avoid ur chat with ur friends.. Sounded serious.. bt it really happened to all of us in the 1st grp..

Only 5mins to prepare the ampicilin Na with NS.. Hours by hours waiting there b4 ur turn.. alto u were the ppl no6..??

Finally it ws my turn.. He was a ppl.. not a dinasour.. nothing to be worried for right??? Once he asked me to start.. no matter how calm n peace I was.. heart was beating+++... as he ws standing beside u n examined for the every technique u used..

Omg.. Omg.. He kept on asking me questions.. from the beginnig till the end.. How to finish in 5min time??? plz n plz.. he was disturbing my work.. it was exam work.. mark will be given.. at the end.. jz bcz that.. he never tell me that the normal saline was sterile.. HOW IMPORTANT THIS INFO for me.. Just ONE STATEMENT..

N i wrongly did one step only... YES..THE ONLY ONE STEP.... it pushed me to the death river ady.. n he refused to give u another one vial.. Just ONE ADDITIONAL VIAL... the whole solution become a perfect... He never tot to lend u a hand alto it ws his mistake... no point to ask again n again right??? alto u hd a solution for the problem... but He was awys right.. n we dont...Although I did proceed to the last... but it was not sterile at all..

I explained to him the concept I used.. I tot at the end.. he realized that his mistake of not telling me that.. n the ppl following who did it will be told of that.. Haiz...... at that moment.. sad also no use what...

I was so sorry... I broke the rule too.. he asked the one who hd did the preparation to never let their coursemates to know the procedure.. as it was test.. I just hope that the rest of my coursemates wont repeat my mistake due to his one mistake too... plz.. n sorry..

Sharing is another biggest happiness u can give others..Dont u think so?? If everyone tot of letting other to suffer like us.. Sorry.. I could not do that...

I was sorry to say that too as from the beginnig, I tot he was a bit cruel to us too.. not a single procedure told.. n mayb it should be alright bt the most important.. at the very least.. we should be provided the basic info n lab equipment.. Everyone's assumption n imagination r different.. That day.. the lab was conducted in such a chaos n messy that...

N the BIGGEST BIGGEST realization..that...I saw that in my heart.. not with my eyes.. ya.. he'l give special treatment for M student.. but never us.. the C... from what I heard b4.. "ACCEPT it ba when u c it someday..."

Anyway.. I was over for that.. Is feeling pity for the rest to wait n wait n being...... fine.. should be alright.. Gd luck for urs... ^^

Saturday, March 20, 2010

Tasteny in budsss...

It was just like another superboring Saturday...
Today...
Besides studying , online, sleeping n cleaning the room..
I thought... The kitchen had become part of my life ady...
Seemed that every saturday...
Cooking my soup would be my greatest hobby...^^
Today.. i was finding that secret recipi for my dinner...
My menu of the day... Simple n nice..
The "bai he soup" n steamed rice with freshly cooked vegetable n lemonade honey chicken..
Although it was quite superboring Saturday...
but it was the taste that was going to delight my budsss...











Thursday, March 18, 2010

苦中带乐...

凌晨五点半..肚子突然很痛..立即痛醒了...

没想到不小心吃了两个过期的香饼.. 对自己伤害可大的..

我知道,自己天生肠胃不好..所以平时我都吃得很清谈..再加上小时,曾经因为肠胃的关键,在医院病得十分严重..所以很怕的感觉...有时..会渐渐的萌生...

今天的十点..还得去考CVSRT Test2...下午五点..还得present titas..全组的分数.. 无意中,也落在你的手上了...

再痛,生活也一样会原状不变的进行..时间也一直在跑..它不会为了你的痛,而施舍你再多的两秒呢..

最后,一切在肚子痛中.. 心情冷静的.. 如意顺利的度过了... Thx God...

感谢titas组员们..似乎全部的准备都在最后一秒完成了.. Muacks..

趣台北.. 我们的欢笑.. 也在这儿滴落着...

如果明天再痛..可真的要去看医生了..其实很怕看医生...










Monday, March 15, 2010

Longy Lengthy...

It has been long that...
She didnt experience such a pain in her stomach...
She had the stomachache for this one whole day...
It was too pain that..
When AMAN test2 result been out jz now..
Although getting a good mark.. But...
She was too pain until having no feeling at all...
It was too painful that...
N she jz found out that she had taken a duedate biscuit..
at yesterday night...as her supple...
Yesterday morning too.. Her head was accidentally hit to the cupboard..
Til... It was bleeded on the right side...
That frightened her for some moment...
N she dare not to let her brother n roommates knew..
Medicine.. bao xin an oil.. been applied...
It was still in pain...
She really couldnt do anything at all right now..
Except blogging here with used of her finger's little little energy...
n patiently to plead the pain to fade away..
Amitaba... Amitaba...

The second Magic Match……

The second Magic Match……

I found out that..It was the first time that he dropped his tears and cried with me in the phone.. Last Thursday, SPM 2009’ result had been announced.. I understood how sad he was that day… if a boy aged 18 y.o. hd his tears down, I believe that his tears were the reflect of his disappointment..

I thought all of us were “surprised” too…it was true that he hd put lots of effort n hard work … “ factorial validity ” …??

As parents..at this time.. Your love and encouragement were important.. standing by the side and keep on criticizing would make the matter worst, ok??uncle… I hope that u cn realize it.. He was the ONLY son God bless to urs..

Uncle and auntie were worried for him that day.. as they fear that my cousin was unable to accept the fact that… n he was going to find a “SHORT CUT”..He had cried till his eyes were bulging ady.. Omgg… When auntie talked to me over the phone.. I was worried for him too..

He just told me he got lotsa of B and C, bit A’s only.. It was not the END of the world..I promise to help him after his result had announced.. as he told me before that he was interested to take pharmacy course .. and whenever I hd my sem break holidays.. He would come to me and ask about the course…

It was cruel if I was going to ruin or damage other’s dream.. but if I keep on giving him much hope and said you sure can get your dream course de and if at the end he got nothing at all.. it was even cruel right ??? That night, talked over the phone for about 1 hour++..


But… by the end.. maybe I was giving …善意的谎言…as I myself knew better that.. getting yourself into Um pharmacy course, minimum requirement (non bumiputra) in pre-U level should be 4.0 and SPM grade must be at least 8A’s..n co-curiculum point > 8.0..

It seemed that I had given them hope.. not only my cousin but my auntie as well.. She kept on saying that hopefully his son can be like me, “托我的福气”.. be the same field with me next time..

My.. 善意的谎言…

I thought it is cruel to ruin your dream .. as sometimes we live with dream, and dream that keep us on…

May this magic match give him strength and bless for his future..
Stay strong...
Gambateh.....
Specially dedicated..


Thursday, March 11, 2010

Virus of the day...

It was sad..The virus that made me so sad yesterday night.. Drop of tears were running down when I was on bed at 12.00am..

Rushing for the assignment..suddenly..at 9.30pm..the antivirus system sent me a notification that "A virus has been detected in your system..." and the whole desktop turned to a dark page..with nothing at all.. My labtop-siao bai.. ws illed badly by the sudden strong virus..crying for pain.. I knew that..

The only solution was to reformat.. Luckily, my brother and his friend Cheng Aik who is expert in computer had helped me to diagnose and solve the problem.. Reformat the whole system within one hour time... Sorry to bother both of u n thx urs much much...

All the C-drive doc hd gone...Totally GONE..GONE..GONE.. Only the D-drive doc were still remained..No backup at the first..as the virus ws coming in such a sudden that...

I was really sad at that moment..not because I couldn't finish my assignment..stil hv time to continue it later on..but ws that my desktop wallpaper, "the little Donald duck n the dolphin on the blue calming sea" which I hd been used for two years time hd gone..Somemore..some of the memorable photo album,my food album, my secret recipi file, my Disney world album, movie,song n etc which ws created by me...All hd leaved me so far away that.. It was sad..when I thought of them...some are my heartly art work..Leaving me without prior notification..

Although siao bai ws fine ady now..but it ws just like a patient who was undergone a big surgery for its brain tumor cancer..and now it hd recovered itself without its memory that me n it hd devoloped up for the past two yrs..In front of siao bai..I tot it'l treat me like a stranger now.. Sad.. sad..n sad.. <:'>