背后的一扇门...

Extemp..

Having a neutral feel... as the extemp exam was just over 2 hours ago... but the biggest comment was that the lab shouldnt make such a mistake at the beginning where wrong strength of Betnovate cream provided n no aqueous cream given...


9am sharp.. it started... once received the prescription... Q1- "3% S.A in betnovate cream (1:10)"
OMG... I found the available ingredients on the bench first... but wondering that the available one given betnovate cream was 0.01%... the one needed was 0.1%... ...


"it was easier to make a diluted one from concentrated.. but how am i going to make the diluted one to a more concentrated form?????? ...." or "izit the wrong ingredients given??? " ... arised in my head... here n there....


Proceed.... i skipped it first... jumped to Q2... ...Q3... by the time of 10.35am, the lec said "hold on, dont make your first product, and do your second n third product, complete all 3reports.. use your time wisely... hold on hold on... ...." ...


... confusion n messy of them n us or between themselves or ourselves.... ... finally... they took the betnovate cream 0.01% back n 10minutes later provided us with the 0.1% one as well as aqueous cream... ...


(T_T)... (T_T)... but these messy n confusion... wasted our time previously right? "TIME" was ultimately PRECIOUS in this paper... (T_T)... everyone started to panic... having to change the methodology all over again... n even pity for those who had prepared the product... and finally getting to know the wrong strength of ingredient given and a lack of ingredient provided... ...


under great consideration... our exam time was extended to another 20minutes.... luckily... n everyone was relieved... .... the lab was sombie and serious... as everyone was not allowed to talk to each other... those who was caught "talking" would be barred to take the paper... ...


... "ding ding"... times up... we were being guaranteed then... to avoid having any contact with students of the afternoon session... they were guaranteed as well by the time we were in the lab in the morning...


Gotta a feeling after the exam... "that's why I'm still unregistered... ... " ... "it was part n parcel of learning... " .... ...


Anyway... the moment was over... ...


How good it would be if I could cook myself a plate of wantan mee later...

远方的一个天堂...

想起两个礼拜前... ... 她的去世... ... 一个我尊重爱戴的她...

生老病死... 悲欢离合... ... 她说过她不希望她走后看见我们一个两个流泪的样子... ... 一天内的葬礼... 我真的没有流过一滴泪... ... 平常心...

返回大学后... 虽然把每一分每一秒的空间都填得满满... 上课放学睡觉读书追戏听歌... 无论服用多强的麻醉剂... 但最后也还是敌不过内心深处的那份爱... 几个睡觉前的晚上, 都偷偷地流眼泪...

其实从小到大, 当遇到很伤心难过的事... 我都喜欢把自己封锁起来... 除了日记或自己的博客... 我都不想多说... 我也许真的很怪吧... 但... 我知道... 这是我走向宁静心灵的小巷... ...

拜四就是第一天大考... open book+ report+ extemp prep... within 3H... 加油...

其实... 她也在另一个空间... 为我们加油打气... 希望我们继续... 好好地走下去... ... 是吗?

ko-K day...

Yesterday... 14 April 2011... was ko-K day of UM...

Don't ask me why that I choose "Magazine Writing"? Relaxed as you dont have to attend the class every week... or the lecturer was perfectly lenient to us... even when you were absent, the following week, she would allow you to sign for ur attendance.. or other reasons?

But.. at the end.. I found out that... reasons of being there were reasonless... ...

This was the magazine produced by my group... "ROBUST"...

editting and editting... ... finally... ... ....

This was the banner of our grp on ko-K day... decorated by the IT fac students... woww.. they were awesome... truly...

n.. our game of "wheeling".. ... so, if you had attended our booth, I hope that you had received a gift from us... ... ...

They purposely took this photo, i thought... as the whole class always said that me and Angel, were looking alike... n they confused to recognize us everytime in the class there... as we always sat the the back of the class together... ...

"well... maybe... we were younger sisters who were getting lost during childhood... ..." we told them... to reassure them... ...

from this photo... I realized that me n Angel were looking alike in some sense... ... our smiling face shape and our appearance... ... maybe...

Nice to meet with Angel... she was 3rd yr econ student... n... at the same time... i met with my secondary schoolmate- Chuan Boon, who took the same course with me... ... he was going to be a teacher soon... ...

The lecturer who insisted on giving me n Angel a hug before we leaved the hall... actually... i had a nick name by the lecturer... she called me "green girl"... as the booth setting idea of using green colour to dominate the nature and peace concept was originated by me... ... she couldnt remember well my name... so maybe just give me that name... >.<... "the girl in green"... ...

Woww... unexpected... we were the champion of the booth exhibition... n the happiness was undescriable... ... we seldom interacted in class... as the class was short,as short as 15mins sometimes... but when we were organizing and planning, we worked together... in just a few days time... n we tolerated each other... ...

Frankly speaking... I contributed to the booth for just a little bit only... except for the green idea and looking after the booth for the last few hours on last day... .... I did nothing at all then...

esp those from the edu fac... woww.. they were really awesome... 18of them... n the 8 from IT fac... again.. they were excellent... expert in creating e-learning using our magazine... ... the rest were 2 from my fac, 2 from econ fac n 2 from law fac... not forgetting our leader- Mr.Honda, who always guide us using his "law" philosophy... >.<...

They were awesome... .... i was glad to be part of them...

At the end... I found out that... ...

" It isn't how much we do, but how much love we put into what we do that really counts... " although it might be as short as 3 hours in the booth... ...

Thank them so much... thank for being part and parcel of my U-life... ...

Good luck and all the best for our final exam... ...

Simply of a Monday...

Time was running... day in and day out... today... it came to the last lec week of my 3rd year semester.... study week was just around the corner... ...

N... first exam day was on next thursday... falling right in the middle of the study week.... started to realize that... ....

"Enough of rest and day-dreaming bo?" asking myself... ... last week of the whole... i was just getting rest... rest n rest.... n threw away all the jobs... once class was over... I rushed home... n chased after my favourite series... I was getting addicted... truly n deeply... plz... ...

Tighted up by the hectic life in month of March... i felt kinda tired actually... although I still punctually slept around 11.30pm-12am... but sometimes... i just suffered from insomnia... low appetite... sadly... i lost 1kg... ...

Having a blood drawn of 250mL that day... that particular night... worries arised... I felt so dizzy that in my dream, i was like fainting soon and there was no tomorrow for me... the only people that crossed my mind that day... .... n i slept off then... luckily... able to wake up the next morning... n my lovely mum... sorry for not letting you know... i knew that she would be worried me if i were getting massive blood volume drawn... but... i'l promise to take care of myself well... ... I couldnt be a burden in your heart... I love you mum...

Well... today... starting to plan for my study week... although still left with 2 more presentations ahead n the hari ko-K... eager to know too my hospital attachment n community attachment period... ...

NOGAPs... continue to pray for them... hope that they can get more sponsorss... or am I so greedy to hope for more of my bureau? as I received a good news to get a 50% cost reduction of dental fac hall renting... but I still hope to get venue sponsor from hotel for their night... Can bless me of that? Sorry, I know i am greedy... Am I?

It's time... to stay focus... brushed up my notes... saved more time to sleep n rest...

" Never said never...."

" Only those who dare to fail greatly can ever achieve greatly... " .... right?

这一晚...

是自己想多了... 吗? 是这样吗? 忆廷... 勇敢的说说话啊... 可以吗? 因为... 我真的没有把原有的这份心停下...