8 月 31 日...

好像... 有好几个礼拜没有 update 我的 blog 了... ... 该是... 本人在家乡享受着假期... 忽略了它... 有好多东西想写下... 但却有好懒哦... ....

时间过得真的很快... 还剩12天... 本人又要去上课了... 四个月的假期似乎慢慢地和我道别... ...

这个礼拜... 都在 Caring 做 ParTime... ...

前几个月的假期... 有时过得还挺充实... 充实一番... 又再懒洋洋一番... ... (>.<) .. ...
有时... 我已经在感觉到了... 时间原来可以冲淡一切... 充实可以渐渐埋掉伤心... 今天让我发现这么一首歌... by 五月天的阿信-“我心中尚未崩坏的地方”... ... 虽然我没有很喜欢这首歌的音乐... 但是我却很欣赏某某一 part 的歌词...

... " ... 我们一直在长大，遇到过伤害、遇到过孤单，历经磨练，以为自己撑不住了，后来才明白原来，我们心中还有个尚未崩坏的地方... ... 至少在我的心中... 自己为自己鼓掌... .... " .. ....

...人要学会往前走...过去的就让它过去吧... ... 知足常乐... .... 明天的太阳... 还是会挂在薇蓝的天空... 和你微笑...

(^^)... 再过两天... 我就会拿到第一次在Caring as pharmacy assistant's partime 的薪水... ... 很高兴哦... ...
假期快乐... ...

decisive enough...

vs vs .... ....

Grateful for someone? holidays? money? ... ....

Next week would be the last week of my attachment in Caring... I just have two days left to attend... (^^)... finally... sometimes... I was getting a heavy heart to leave them... seriously speaking... the "Caring people" there are nice... I found lots of happiness when counselling the elderly... and I learned lots from both the pharmacists... ... Thank you... from the bottom of my heart... ....

But, I was still drowning in an undecisive ocean... .... Nicole, the pharmacist I was attached to, requesting my help to have part time with her during the coming Raya break... in addition to the Pristine company sale manager- Sikini... who asked for my help too.. ....somemore, asked by the Caring area manager...

Putting myself in their shoes... ya, the shop just left two people to work, the rest were malays who were celebrating for their big day... thinking till that point...I really felt hard to reject... ...

Besides, I felt grateful for Nicole and Miss Ooi... ... belanja me several times for the great lunch... in Wong Kok restaurant, Prince cafe and Italion's ss2.. ....

I was confused too... If I were to sacrifice the raya holidays...

But... ... it was another great opportunity for earning myself more money... working for 5days in Caring, 29August- 2Sept... double and triple paid in between, bonus for every Pristine product sale... although right now i was having my part time job too as Pristine's promoter, but if I were to work again during raya, I could have enough money to fully pay for my coming semester's course fee... .... and extra pocket money too... ...

Earning money in a way that I enjoyed working for what I liked to be... temporary as pharmacist assistant and promoter... ... counselling... ... I thought... sacrificing some of the holidays would be fine enough... ...right?

Sometimes... it was hard enough for me to reject the offer...my boss... who asked me for three times... and yet I was undecisive...

Anyway... today, I was decisive enough... "Yes, I do come back... " ....