... UnTold.. unAWARE...

How Am I supposed to say that to myself ?

The two calls really haunted me a lots on these few days times...

just LETting me know when every things were fact...

like no turning point...

Again... I just blamed myself for my own mistake for not checking it out properly during the first semester of my course...

That time... I was really... really... really... unawared of that JPA letter... offerring me the scholarship...

" receive" or "reject" ... ...

as that time... i was holding ptptn...

To be frankly speaking... the existence of the letter... like out of MY WORLD that time...

two years afterward... ( it was a last friday)... they called me and told me that...

... ..... ...... ....... long story to be mentioning here... ... .... anyway... ....

I just wana stop myself thinking of it right now.... plz... plz....

December's BeARsss...

Hello... I'm back... 3 weeks times... i thought... since she left her blog...

Well.. n now... I was on my hoLiDAYS....^^

3rd yr 1st sem was ended upon sitting on her last paper of the day- solid dosage form... on 6Dec(last monday)... Times were flying past... again... I told myself that...

The night after our Last Paper... We hang out to Mid-Valley there...

Dec is Christmas month... MV there was decorated with all the BIg n sMAll size bears bearsSS... Ya... I was totaLLy eyes opening that time... as... As... I never been seeing that sort of display...

n... n... I was naughty... n sorry... the urge pushed me STRonG to getting them nearer n nearer... to touch them so heartfully that... .... .... I really felt the warmth when touching on such soft n smooth bearssss... plz... forgave my bossiness that time... >.<

That night... We dinner ourself in Korea delight house- Ko Hyang... foods there... if you are interested... welcome to visit my food's blog- http://tasteeny-theng.blogspot.com.

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Today... 15Dec... emmm... ady... the mid of Dec... final exam de result will come out soon... maybe it will be on next week time... steady... telling myself that... just hope for a better result... although feeling herself did kinda bad on 2 of the 8 papers....

N... getting to know his result this evening... I felt glad for him... although he told me that it was not as good as what he expected... anyway... it was just fine n good enough...

... ... HappY hoLIdaYssSS.... by the way... ^_~

..Recovery...

... No matter how they were... how unsatisfied it would be... that was...

I had tried my best to help... the rest... was uncontrollable... everyone's need was hard to satisfy... sorry... I couldnt stand on everyone's shoes on so many problems took place at one time... sorry... i was totally sorry...

whatever happened in the coming moment or minutes then... be peaceful... just wana reminded urs... quarrelling is not the good way to solve problem... it just made things worst... made you feel bad... keep calm...

A young heart come from a peaceful mind...

Ya... this lucky wishes is for you all... my cousmates n my fellow friends...
who are going to have fianl exam soon...

A very GOOD LUCK for you all... n ALL THE BEST...^^

N... me... all the beST for my 8 papers... Dont LET "the matter" to influence the focus mood...

Although "it" would be a hard difficulties to face it... or maybe I couldnt handle all them well...

sorry... but I had tried my best to meet all ur need...

Ya... putting the troublesome side-matters away...

Theng theng... gambateh...

ignoring the obstacle people ba...
At that moment... stayed focus again...

although exam is not the most important thing... but...

I should make sure myself to have a good self learning of what I had learned... keep it up with the previous concentrating mood...

n... thinking of my future patients in hospital... I hope to take well care of you all... hopefully...

Baxia... ^^

...DouBLY...

I'm sorry... sorry n sorry....

Actually... I dont like this moody picture....

but....

finally... put it here....

Describing me right now....

hiding myself in this corner...

.... suddenly.... I felt so so moody...

emmm.. .... .... .... "wu nai" ba...

matter never solved.... n now... another more....

How if it really happened in UT?

but this time was kinda sounding serious....

next month onwards....

only six tenants per unit....

management was carrying out card access technique...

black n white letter been sent for all the units...

how about another four??

Are they going to move? Where should they go?

Who's gonna to hold the access card?

How to decide for whom n the who??

.... .... .... if... if... if... ... ... .... ...

Sorry...

"OVERestimating" myself...

Thought that after quite a long break n study days at home...

I could LET it be... set it free from my mind... the previous matter...

but... sorry... I still couldnt do that right at that moment...

Haiz... Haiz... Haiz.....

Only can tell myself now...

Gambateh for my coming FINAL...

Let it aside.... n hopefully...

the worst of the previous matter wont happen soon... although Dec is coming....

I should move on...

BaXiA...

BAXIA...

Is November... Study weeks were getting started...

staying focus...

preparing for her 8 papers....

.... ..... .....

Good LUcK for his coming paper...

I believed...

He can pass it...

GAMBATEH... GAMBateh... gambateh....

for me... n my friends....

...fiRST BAKery...

well... It was the first ICE-CreAm cheese cake done...

by LiWen- our main chief...

jia jen, man fai n me...

Specially dedicated for our last birthday star in our group...

Mei hui....

Supposedly... this blog should be appeared on 13 October 2010...

but... sorry... these few weeksss....

I was totally engaged n focused on my testsss, reportssss, assignmentsss n presentationssss....

were over... finally....

... talking about this very first experience of mine in bakery...

really... at first... I was looking forwards to it the day before...

the first dream of my bakery...

... was this Vanilla ice-cream cheese cake...

by the way... thx Li wen... who taught n guided us along the way...

I found it interesting... new...

... a way of putting love...

in the cheese cake...

...of working together...

although the rest were absence for the procedure... but we were one family here forever...

at the end... when it was succeeded...

no matter how tired the day was... how exhausted you were that time...

but... the pleasure of making it...

was just worth than a thousand...

maybe... it was my very firST experience...

Andox's family here...
black n white andox... the deep love meaning for MH n JY... >.<
May them to be stay sweet... forever n ever....
Happy belated birthday anyway....


My first bakery dream was reached... although it was not a cake of Secret Recipi...
which I loved...
but...
.... I was feeling contented with it...
.... thx so much for all of them...^^


Study week was coming... friendsss...
stay healthy n gambateh... stress- free if possible...
n... may my spasmodic headache...
getting out of me... as soon as possible....
... as... I never felt that...
... suffering... bearing the spasmodic pain for the past 4days...
I had to be calm...
sorry.. i was down.. in some points of that...


tomorrow will be better... hopefully...

It waS a YesTerDay...

It was the end of month October...

The matter pertaning previously... left unsolved...

yesterday... today... right now... like coming to a blunted end....

I was totally feeling so bad... so sick for it...

on one whole yesterday....

like...

BAD n SICK...

We always put shoes on other... n we never hope for much....

we just hope that matter didnt turn out to be worst...

but at the end....

the feedback given to us...

really made me sick...

I will be feeling guilty to run away from them....

if everyone one has the same thought... the unit problem will be worsening...

.... ..... ..... Haizzzz..... .....

I felt tired with it....

But... I should be RESPONSIBLE... no matter how...

as... you are houseleader...

... ... .... Keep peace and calm all the times... ... ...

It was the last day with Shelisa.... on yesterday... 23.10.2010....

Bye... Shelisa... my bedmate for the past 2 yrs in UT A1105...

She had left the unit... but I was going to miss her forever n ever....

The one that I'l never forget...

The first friend that I met in my University's life...

Roomate for 2 yrs time... life-sharing friend... kind-hearted... nice...

Friendship forever...

May her to always bless with good health, pretty fair, happy n all the BESt in LiFe...

(^_~)...