Somehow to be...

The one that I missed so much again...

My Tong gua long yan xue er...
which I made during my study week last 2 weeks ago...on wednesday...in my home...

I just miss u today...

It was not a sweet dessert...
but somehow it was rather to be my...
Heart moisturizer...
Without a single reason that why I had fallen in love with it...

I miss u so much...

Today...
Reaching to the 6th staircase...
2 more steps above to go on next monday...
Glad that be smoothly gone through all the staircases so far without a single source of light...
Hopefully...other of my friends who were still on their papers... to be blessed as well...

For that moment.. I really miss u... my tong gua long yan xue er...
Somehow to be...

Nichii...

When it flashed through my mind...
The Nichii skirt that I had fallen in love with...
I was energetic again to go on...
The bulkiest of All Over the World --->the AMAN notes...
the KILLER paper...on next tuesday..
May God bless us all...

5.....4....3...2..1.
Nichii shopping...my lover skirt... was glad whenever tot of it... hehee...
Was true that...i didnt shop for a single cloth n shoes for the past 2months after CNY...
Fine.. I was in saving...

Jungle trakking.. Gold car driving.. bowling.. movie... ... ... ...
Fantastic again...^^

The super cuite- xiao xiao bing...
when I was saturated recently.. I found out that...
HE was the one who buffered my mind when I surged thru his profile...
looking for his photo... in fb...
Xiao xiao bing... LOVE you...

Gambateh...

Plz...

When I opened the envelope..again..it was the 6th time that.. there was another mistake on my rslt slip... It was my 1st yr 1st sem rslt slip... n till now.. the problem stil occurred n occurred... Haiz... I was speechless ady...

The 1st time.. they wrongly typed my grade.. A- become B+.. quite a big difference wat btw the A huruf n B huruf on the keyboard.. ok..nvm then... human mistake... was forgivable... d slip cn be reprint..

2nd time.. they r SUPER bc ppl.. whenever wana collect the right n corrected slip... they were not around in their position.. n that y I waited for the past 3month to get it.. but then...
"gal..I'm sorry.. v hv lost ur slip.. n the original one cn only be printed for once only... but u cn apply it in ur dean office..."

Ok.. fine then.. human mistake.. yes.. was forgivable again...
The 3rd time... I applied for the copy.. another mistake.. wrongly matric no of mine.. MEF080071 suddenly bcm my coursemate's no- MEF080070.. d difference btw digit 0 n 1...
Forgivable.. human mistake...

The 4th time... ... the 5th time... ... ... ..... this... that... small small mistake... here n there...
Now the 6th time... what a big mistake again... 3.73 bcm 2.73... haiz... big difference btw digit 2 n 3 right????? plz.. plz... plz...

I need the rslt slip urgently for the scholarship application from my father's business society.. althou it is just rm200 for each sucessful applicant... but I was glad ady for that amount... duedate soon...somemore.. the problem still need to be corrected... yrs n yrs of waiting for the correct copy of my slip...

But then why it was just that hard??? I'm going to end my 2nd yr 2nd sem soon after the last paper... Can they be just put a little bit only of their passion on making n printing my slip... Plz... Dun urs fed up of meeting me each time n seemed like nothing at all when each time making some silly mistake n I seemed like too tolerate n replying them with a smile...

I really dun wana the mood to overwhelm me... thinking of my fate on this... all the black n white mistakes that impinged me... as it was the 6th time ady... not only this.. but also the last oldies history of many black n white that I had gone thru.. How do I feel to bcm the victim not only the 1st time?? but that it was due to their miscoordination n somemore n somemore reasons...

I can forgive everything.. but Can I just get a true+correct copy of my rslt slip ONLY?? Plz...

Weight gaining...

Morning..without the noise of my alarm clock...
without awakening by the ambulans sound...
temporarily...
No more facing of the busy traffic rushing for class...

Study week at home...
everyday...I was bombarded with lot of food..
mum's cook, neighbours' fruit, KimLian's aunt de big fat chicken..
n etc...
I really wana thx them from the bottom of my heart..
Muacks...

Weight gaining...
I'l never give up to gain another 3-5kg...
alto somehow in another sense..
other might thought that I was a big crazy or odd or weird..
I wont care...
Gambateh... weight gaining...
My wish to step into the blood donation booth...
A drop of blood that save a thousands life...

~Gambateh~~
Continued for my notes n books... ^^

study week...

Study mood was still not getting hot..

10days time left...

I still hv the last 3episodes of series to watch...

Promise...

Finished them during my lunch n dinner time tomorrow...

N...

I'll truely+sincerely to get into the mood...

Where?? Which one to start??

Strategy...

~~Planning them in mind~~

Dun scare of them.. gal..

alto they were as thick as your Oxford dictionary....

When we ppl getting older n older in age...ya.. memory power was getting poorer n poorer...

above were the AMAN notes that made us so pek cek...

friends.. Gambateh...

They accompanied me when I was studying my AMAN...

grouping lotsa of bulky++bulky info into pieces of mind map...

thanks...

it is nice.. to getting home soon for my study week...

~~ Give yourself a smiley heart ~~

during the study week...

I love this photo so much..

which I copied from my fb friends...

A calm blue sea... pristine... peace...

~~ Gambateh ~~

>(^_~)<

..Going to blog..today..

"...last class for my second year in university, wow... time flies.... had finish half of my life here, but like had done nth..." today... i heard this from my coursemates.. noticed it in fb...

Realizing or Unrealizing that.. 2 years time were past... ya....

Since the last test be seated on last two weeks ago.. life was getting relaxed... majority of the syllabus were finis.. less lec to attend...alto there were another bulk of notes ahead... everyday... did revise the untouched notes that hd been left behind months ago or being taught recently.. bt it was enjoyed too to finish all the reports, assignments, presentation slides n etc... accompanied by all my lovely n hearty music.. the soothing rhythm... hang out... my kithchen life.. cooking my soup..dessert... dinner with my biomed housemates who were going to grad soon.. watched the tv8 "jin she liang yuan" series together at 7pm.. on9.. sharing jokes..

~~Can this relax moment to be halted for me jz a little bit longer.. Am I too greedy to demand that?? times become restricted soon for 5 of us to be together in UT A1105..they r going to grad soon..

Actually... this thought that flashed through my mind.. if.. I didnt open this gift blessed by God 2yrs ago.. mayb my life will be different too.." it will be the last week of my U life.. my last study week.. is going to grad on August.. is planning for my future.. working or further study??"

Yes..I'm a normal human too.. it cnt drive me to die off this thought at that moment.. as I stayed with my beloved previous biomed coursemates... alto I was in the course jz of one yr time.. but it was the very first time in my life that lots of excitement, happiness, tears, joy, fun be built together with them... these were the very first piece of memory in my U life... ~Guys..I'm here... miss ur so much n so much~~...sincerely saying that...

Life... I wondering... wondering... at the beginning.. I was a little bit scare to open this 2nd gift.. altough it was my dream inside... but why the first gift be given to me?? it was not the dream of mine.. alto it was quite sad at the beginning when receiving that.. but it was too precious where I found friendship's love... Miss yours so much..Miss urs guys..all my previous biomed coursemates...

I still rmbr the promise we made together at the beginning.. " grad together on August 2010 with the piece of heart.." sorry... I was not in the journey with ur guys... I chose the lucky 2nd gift presented to me.. embracing my dream... I jz know... my heart is still there always go on for yours... take care and may all of urs to hv a bright future... ^^

Study week is going to start soon...only 11 days left before the first paper...

These are the bulk of notes to be finished to get urself to FINAL...

Telling myself... " not much.. not much..." izit??

AMAN portion only... 90% of copying+ embedding them to my brain...

Can I???

this sem... i hv 8 papers to sit for.. in 6days time...

~~~ GOOD LUCK ~~~

~~~~ GAMBATEH ~~~ ALL THE BEST ~~~~

...FOR ALL MY FRIENDS...N MYSELF...

@--Seriousssinnn--@@

Are you too serious ady??

Dont you think so???

For quite long that...

Sometimes....

I thought of this of myself......

Dated by uncles+aunties...

at ystdy night....

in order to get these two little bottles...

for ur 10% CVS presentation on this wed...

for the sake of ur grp too...

the VERY VERY VERY FIRST FIRST time.......

you were going to finish them...

"Pandai minum pun tak boleh macam ini de.."

ok???

Emmm...emmm..emm.

You can get these another way right...

jz by asking the bos to get the bottles...

How dare are u to risk urself?

one glass is enough....

plz...Plz..plz..

I was getting surged by this "ENERGY".....

the energy...??

OMG...??

" " "Are you too SERIOUS??" " " ...